Yesterday's messgae was another one that spoke to me. I know I should awake from my stupor but I really find it hard to. The message was abut the 'Judgement Seat Of Christ'. That will be the event where God gives out rewards to His people for what they have done on Earth.
Thinking back, for the past two years or so, I have not been serving God as actively as I should have. Worse part is that I know the reason why and I still can't get over that hurdle in my life. There's confusion in my life now. Do I continue serving God despite that hurdle? Do I continue to serve knowing my heart is not right before God? The thing is I can't find anything better to do anyway.
Think I am coming to break point soon. I have been going around totally split up inside. I came to realise that there is nothing worse when a person's inside is not congruent with his outside. That is complete misery. I need to realign all my priorities. In fact I need to revemp my whole life. He is coming soon. God I need wisdom. I need strength. I need help......
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