One of the reasons why I am inspired by Nick is that I can pretty much relate to him and what he went through. His challenge is more of a physical one while mine is an emotional one. While Nick is physically handicapped, I am emotionally handicapped. Because Nick is physically handicapped, he could not go through a normal physical life. Because I am handicapped in my psyche, I cannot go through a normal love life. Nick used to blame and question God for it. I used to and maybe to a lesser extent am still blaming and questioning God for it. I used it as excuse to rebel against God just recently.
Thank God that He loved me back to repentance. Nick made reference to John 9 about the man born blind when he questioned God about his life. Apparently John 9:1-3 was the answer that God gave to him. As much as to my natural mind it seems hard to fathom a man being born and living all his life blind so that God's power could be shown in him, I am afraid I will not understand it in it's entirety till I see God face to face. And for my part, I suppose that for now I can still live on this till God does something major in my life. After all, if everything can be understood, faith in God will be redundant......
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