I quite enjoy working at the AMK branch of the eye clinic. The schedule is usually quite relaxing (as you can tell from me being able to blog). The ambience is quiet and pleasant. The only thing is that this place is located right next to J's block. So walking here from home and sporadically I am reminded of J. In fact this morning I felt the temptation again to come earlier and wait under J's block. Thank God that I am mature enough not to. Yap, I still miss J once in a while. But I am grateful that it is far less often and way less intense.
Thinking back God has been really good to me. Just when I felt that I was gonna crash under the weight of the whole situation, I realised there had been a hand holding on to me. God was there with me. The all mighty and all powerful God stood there with me, even in the midst of my rebellion. There was a hand, stronger than my emotions, stronger than my circumstance, stronger than me, there to support me. Jesus has been really kind to me. I feel like the psalmist David when he, being so in awe of God and His creation in Psalm 8:4 said: "What is man that You (God) are mindful of him, the son of man that You care for him." Yes, Jesus cares for me, even me......
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