** God Spoke, Yet Again

Think God speaks to me quite often during worship sessions in church. Maybe its because I do not worship(at least not often) at home. Wanted to go for today's Mandarin service worship as well today cos I went through some stuff last night. I felt that I just needed to spend more time worshiping and listening to the word as well. Despite the fact that I snoozed for a long while this morning, I still made it for the 2nd half of the worship session. It felt a little strange at first siting by myself without any company cos most of my buddies attend the English session. But it was good non the less.

As I stood there by myself, God started to touch me. I was feeling quite down at first. But as He touched me, He reminded me or sort of questioned me why I am not going to Him in the area of my life which I am struggling with. The area that I am so struggling with I do not seek Him. I tend to wanna hide it from Him. But He is the One I should run to in the midst of my struggles. After all who else can help me other than God Himself.
Then in the midst of the preaching session, I started to see myself preaching as well. Frankly, I do not know how it is gonna happen, but if it really does happen, it will definitely be God. We'll see.......