I felt God speaking to me today. The first was when I was siting beside my sis while she and the rest of the english worship team were practicing for worship. As they practiced, I just felt strongly that worship is where I belonged to. I also felt the call to lead a pure life. I must not let my stream be polluted. Ooops. The second was when I was worshipping in the midst of the congregation at the english worship itself. I just felt that I was meant to be like an eagle soaring in the sky. Yes, my life is tough especially when it comes to my emotional life now but I am called to soar above those storms of life. All these in the midst of my life being in shambles. Amazing. I really need God's help.
In the midst of the worship as they sang this song from Hillsong a long time ago, a scene flashed back to my mind. It was when I was still in NCC and they were still going from hotel to hotel to hold their service. I think it was in Shangrila if my memory serves me right. I was with a friend Thomas. We were peers then. Can't remember what we were doing then. I started to sing a worship song and he started to sing along. We sang for a while and I think I went off pitch because I could not reach or something. He laughed a little and I smiled. Can't remember what happened after that (think it was easily a decade ago) but this scene went through my mind and I started to think about the former times. It did not matter that I sang off key. It mattered only that it came from a heart so in love with God. Hmmm, how much I have deviated from that. Now, I sing to impress and off key is an absolute no-no, a taboo of sorts. Really wanna go back to that again. When nothing else really mattered in life. All that mattered is God......
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