It started to dawn on me the need to believe God for divine health and healing of late when I realised my health was going down the tubes. Last year I chalked up my full entitlement of mcs and the year before I was only half day short. This year I took four days of medical leave in just the first two months. That sacred me somewhat. I used to blame it on stress till a major bulk of it was removed then I realised I have no more excuses left. Recently I even had MRI done for my stomach due to some symptoms I have been suffering from. Thank God the results were good. However, most of the symptoms have not abated. So I am sort of left hanging cos there's no "real" reason why I should have such symptoms.
I think the fact that I have been religiously taking health supps have added to the delusion of me being healthy as well. Now that I am left hanging without a diagnosis and just the possibility of taking a lifetime of drugs to alleviate my symptoms, I guess there's no other way to turn but up. Kind of funny how I only leave God to be the last resort when He always wants to be the first.
In any case, I have started on my quest of believing God for divine health and healing. Gonna spend more time meditating on healing verses and Psalm 91 as well......
4 Surely he took up our pain
and bore our suffering,
yet we considered him punished by God,
stricken by him, and afflicted.
5 But he was pierced for our transgressions,
he was crushed for our iniquities;
the punishment that brought us peace was on him,
and by his wounds we are healed. - Isaiah 53 (NIV)
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