Contentment

Think I am starting to get good at spotting what I do not have and envy others for it. That's not good. I am sure I have qualities and things others yearn to have but do not. Then again, in both cases I am still comparing myself to others which is a big no no if I want to lead a contented and peaceful life. Quite tired of trying to be someone else and failing miserably at it. But more often than not, I somehow subconsciously move to the place of starting the vicious cycle again. God, I really need some help......