** Word of God

Jer 29:11 For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. NIV

A future is what I really need now. I need to see a future.

Pro 29:18 Where there is no vision, the people perish,...... KJV

My sis would tell me that it's because I have no direction is life that's why I am the way I am (unhappy and such). I guess she is right. Time to look beyond my challenges in life. Feel like the only 2 things that has progressed in my life is my music journey and my age. For now I feel like I am really only existing and not living. God I need help. I really do. I need divine intervention. If not, life is really not worth living, or rather existing. I heard people say that we need to live for a bigger purpose in life beyond ourselves. I struggle with that. How do I do that when I can't even get past myself? I feel trapped. Now the need for someone beside me seems so real and overwhelming that I can't seem to be able to pull myself out of it.

Matthew 11:28 Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavy-laden and overburdened, and I will cause you to rest. [I will [a]ease and relieve and [b]refresh [c]your souls.] Amplified Bible
This is the verse which God seems to be saying to me now. Think I really need to rest in God. Who else to find solace in other than the all powerful yet loving God?
Proverbs 18: 10 The name of the LORD is a strong tower; The righteous runs into it and is safe. NASB
Proverbs 30: 5 Every word of God is tested; He is a shield to those who take refuge in Him. NASB