Not too sure if I am supposed to be glad or not. Well, I guess in a way I am since the end of this month marks the drawing nigh of December, which is...... BONUS MONTH! Yipee. Also, that means my birthday is in the pipeline as well. It's really a double edged sword. On one hand, its nice to get some attention and have people fuse over you once in a while. On the other, it also means I am a year older. Hmmmm, I will be 31 this nov. I certainly do not feel like it and I most certainly do not look like it. So these two facts are my consolation. :) Been pondering if I should start on my anti-aging regime already. I can imagine what my sis would say. "You have too much money." And "you should give your money to the poor."
Hmmm, as I have mentioned before, October is also the month that J and I are supposed to go Taiwan together in. Think I really am a sucker but I think I am still hoping we could somehow still end up going. Anyway, I think I might have more 'luck' striking lottery than having that happen so I will try to 脚踏实地 as they would say. Good thing there's the KL trip.
For those of you who have been praying for me, do continue to keep me in prayer. I need strength to go through this month. I also need supernatural amnesia to forget J and all the associations with J. I really do not want to waste any more emotions nor time on J any further. It is really time to move on in every aspect of my life.
Psalm 121:7 (NASB) says: "The LORD will protect you from all evil; He will keep your soul."
Yes Jesus will keep my soul. He has promised to. He is faithful. He LOVES me. Even me.....
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