How I blew my love life

It was the last day of the year. We had so much fun together. We had ended a karoke session and were on our way back. I did not know where the idea came from but I very much wanted to tell her that I liked her. I had a crush on her for bout 2 years prior and I actually wanted to leave it as that. Guess at the back of my mind I never expected her to like me. After all, she was the pretty and confident one, whereas for me, I shall not elaborate. That night was special. Call it impulse or what, I just wanted so much to tell her that I really like her. But it was tough man. After all, I had never ever told a girl that directly before. We went pass one station to another. Time was running out. Somehow, I was convinced that if I did not say it tonight, I would not have the guts to do so ever again. So as we went pass Toa Payoh station, I looked straight at her and said,'........, 妳知道我喜歡妳很久了嗎?' She was shocked. So was I. Even though I wanted to say it, I was surprised that the words did escape my mouth. There was silence for a long while,......
She:'I don't know what to say.'
I:'You don't have to say anything.'
Silence........
She:'I really don't know what to say.'
I:'Errr you don't have to say anything.'
Silence.......
She:'I am tired. We'll talk about it tomorrow (another time, can't remember which)
I:'Sure.'
Though Yio Chu Kang mrt was not too far along the way, it sure felt like it.
Still remember the scene as I was walking across the bridge towards home, everything felt so different. It was a load of my back. Imagine liking someone for 2 years and finally being able to tell it to the person. Frankly, I don't think I would have felt very much if she rejected me there and then. The feeling of relief was already superb.
to be continued......