The topic was brought up again by my supervisor yesterday in regards to me studying again. The hospital seems pretty keen to send me off to study. Locally of course. I think the main thing that scares me right now is the studying part. Just skimmed through the curriculum a moment ago. It kind of worries me. Am I up to it? Especially the theoratical part of things.
I think my main problem is that I have become comfortable and being the typical human being, I have learned to enjoy the comfort zone. Feels really cushy not to need to do very much right now. Studying again would mean rocking the boat so to say. To a certain extent I look forward to being a student again (psychologically, it brings about a feeling of youth again:) ) and being able to make new friends. Then again there seems to be other things which ain't so advantageous as well. Guess you can't have the best of both worlds right? Oh God, I need help here. I need wisdom......
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