Think I Am Pissed

Okay, I almost convinced myself that studying might not be so bad after all. All the spare time. All the new friends. Being able to dress casually more often. Possibly buying a car even. Swimming often at SP pool. Using the gym there. A whole new life almost. Then I was told that studying next year is not possible cos they would need to project funds and all that. WTF!!!!! And with the rate I was questioned about studying I thought that it would definitely be next year. :( Duh! Talk about miscommunication man. Anyway, I should be used to that by now. Disappointments seem to have been marking my life more often of late. A glimmer of hope still seems to shine though. Just have this feeling that things would somehow work out. We'll see......