It's the eve of my 31st birthday. It's amazing that I have been around for 31 years already. I don't quite feel like it except for my body of late. I guess it's really all in the mind. Still wondering why I am alive for. I think too often we take for granted that we will all leave to a ripe old age. I guess I've been around long enough to realise that it will not happen to everyone. A colleague was telling me that she attended a wake for a friend's daughter who was only 4 months old. Shocking but true.
For the last year I wanted to just skirt around the idea that I have hit the big '3' already. Somehow I don't seem to wanna do that this year. I wanna ask myself some hard-hitting questions like 'What have I accomplished?' 'What am I going to do from hence forth?' 'What is the reason for my existence?' Hmmm, though I have not started to answer, I have this feeling it ain't gonna be easy.
So, I am gonna take some time to go worship God and hopefully get some answers......
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