Think I am on a slow road to recovery. But at least I am recovering (I hope). Well, at least I thought so till yesterday I saw J again. I was at the traffic junction waiting to cross when J drove past. How was I so sure? First J drives my favourite car down to the color. Then I saw the liscence plate. I remember SJC...... Think it was about 8 10 or something. You see I happen to stay between J's place and workplace. How convenient right? Most of my day was ruined. A lot of memories started flashing back which I found hard not to give attention to. Then the feelings started flowing again. Oh S**t!
Thankfully, there was quite a fair bit of work so I manage to get distracted a bit. God, I wonder how long more must this go on. Sigh. In any case, I guess I can or should see those as good memories instead of concentrating on the fact I have lost J. J will always be a good friend no matter what...... Now I am praying for J to be saved. So even though I might not be with J here we would still meet one day in God's kingdom. And at that time, J can forget about avoiding me ever again. Ha ha......
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