Sigh, just done with a busy day. Doing night clinic as well tonight. I thought that my afternoon would be quite free so I could even squeeze in a gym session prior to my night session. What novelty! Was so packed till I had a delayed dinner and my colleague had to stay later than norm to cover me while I munched on something. Thanks Shih Chia!
Sometimes I wonder if busyness is a good thing. Felt a little stressed as I was trying to get stuff done today. But I guess that's good in a sense that I can be distracted from thinking of you know who..... Hmmm, so I guess for now, too much free time is a no no for me.
Of late, I feel that God has been getting more and more successful at getting through to me. I seem to be thinking a little straighter than before. Well, other than 2 nights ago when I accused God of being a mean God or something to that effect. Oh, don't tell me that you have never thought of it before. The diff is that I verbalised my thoughts while you have not. In any case God has heard your thoughts as well (thunder and lightning in the background)! I told God that He is mean and that I hated Him (even more intense thunder and lightning in the background)! :)
Well, no excuse for that. I was trying to be as candid with God as I could. Was feeling so frust with the fact that I could not have what I so yearned for in my life. Anyway gotta go man, its time to go home and REST! Wooho!
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