Been feeling quite stretched of late. It's a miracle I could lay down so many things almost all at once for God. I am not gonna say it's been easy. In fact, it's almost depressing trying to lay things down because I know God is not pleased with them. But, as I already figured, if I was going to be depressed both ways, I may as well be depressed doing God's will. Still trying to find out what it means by 'His grace is sufficient'. Seriously, I have no idea how I am going to go on like this. There is an intense ache in my heart whenever I choose to do what's right. And now, I am walking on egg shells so to speak. Every step is uncertain and unsteady. Can I take another fall? Can I climb back up again? Can I walk on on this narrow path. Why does it have to be me? Is there no easier way? I may not have come close compared to some who may have suffered physically for God, but I can sure relate to Kathryn Kulman's famous line:"I have died a thousand deaths".
Okay, enough of the emo stuff. Let's end this off with a scripture, a scripture I hope to live and realise the fullness of in the light of all my afflictions right now......
2 Corinthians 12:9,10 says,......
"My grace is sufficient for you, for power is perfected in weakness " Most gladly, therefore, I will rather boast about my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may dwell in me.
10Therefore I am well content with weaknesses, with insults, with distresses, with persecutions, with difficulties, for Christ's sake; for when I am weak, then I am strong.
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