Jeremiah 29:11-14
11 For I know the thoughts and plans that I have for you, says the Lord, thoughts and plans for welfare and peace and not for evil, to give you hope in your final outcome. 12 Then you will call upon Me, and you will come and pray to Me, and I will hear and heed you. 13 Then you will seek Me, inquire for, and require Me[ as a vital necessity] and find Me when you search for Me with all your heart. a 14 I will be found by you, says the Lord,......

It was only today I realized how important it is to fully trust that God has a good plan for me. For it is only with that belief I can come to God with full confidence to ask of him. I have mental assent that God only plans the best for me but deep down I know I do not trust Him fully. That's why I am so reserved in giving God my all and myself.

That has to change. I will sit on these verses till they really sink in......