I have come to this realization some time back. That I am a control freak. At least towards my mum. Mum was supposed to have a follow-up appointment today for her eye post-op and sis was supposed to bring her there. But she refused and insisted on going on her own. Considering the fact she had a major eye op just a couple of days ago that is a big no no. After hearing from my sis I was pissed. It really goes beyond all logic. My sis later smsed a note saying that it's time to let go. That's so true.
Thinking back I have really been a control freak of sorts. I'll be trying to get my mum to do things I deem are good for her. At times I would even make decisions for her. The funny thing is that my own life is in some way out of control yet I am trying to control someone else's. Well, I guess I would totally detest someone else trying to control my life and make decisions for me so I guess it's time for me to stop. "Die, control freak! Die!"
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