Changes?

I think I have been told a couple of times I will be re-joining the worship team. Yap. It's kind of funny that I am the one who gets told to join instead of me making the decision and telling people I am joining. This time I am told to come back as a guitarist. To a certain I am looking forward. It's really high time to give God my time and energy and go back to the good old days. I just read in a book that people with my issues tend to be very inward-looking. It comes to the point of being narcissistic. And people like me should learn to be more outward-looking instead. So I guess this will be one of the steps to becoming more "outward" looking, I hope......