This is getting too frequent. It's like 2:49 a.m. and guess what, I can't sleep. The worst part is that I have already taken my melatonin to make sure I sleep throughout. It's a timed-release version. Makes me wonder if it has been released yet. By right I should be sleeping like a pig right now aside from the melatonin. I went for a swim with J at the club earlier this evening and I swam harder than norm. Somehow, the water was warm and nice and I felt like I could go on for miles. We then had dinner and I even had a little beer to go along!
My goodness. I can't believe this. All this combi and yet I can't sleep. If this goes on for too long, I am gone man. I suppose that the standard answer is that I have too much on my mind and that's true. When I woke up just now, my mind just started going again. Crap. And later I have my singing lesson and I would like to go there fresh for once. Been having this internal turmoil for quite a while now and reprive seems no where in sight. In the midst of making a decision which could totally make or break me. Yet I can't seem to find anyone to talk to about it. God, I really need help on this one. Yet, not to be rude or disrespectful, but God seems to be my problem this time round,......
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