** Week 6 Of Goals 2011

Did I mention time really flies by? Before I realise, another week is pretty much over.

One of the highlights of the week is the recent lifegroup on Friday. As usual, I led worship. This time it was pretty much a disaster. My songs did not flow. I lost my voice in the midst of worship. I tried a new song. The people sang wrongly. Ha! The recipe for disaster. The funny thing was that I was pretty cool about it. I still enjoyed it as best as I could so that's a biggie. And the verses I used for sharing was very in line with another friend's sharing so that was cool. The funny thing was today a well meaning friend who was in the session on Friday tried to help me evaluate the worship. I was pleasantly surprised I did not have to psych myself to listen to him cos I do not respect him very much in the area (in fact any other area), having seen him lead worship before. But, that's beside the point. No matter what, I think it's harmless to hear his ideas. But before he could elaborate much he had to attend to some stuff so that's cool. I am supposed to remind him about it the next time we meet. We'll see. ;)

So back to the real stuff. Think I should evaluate my goals 2 weekly instead of 1. Think I will feel better. Let's see......

1) As usual, work has been pretty packed. I have little time to read up on what I want to or force myself to.

2) Physical. A little disappointed when I weighed myself this morning. Was hoping to shoot past the 54 mark but I fell a little short.

3) The men's meeting I attended mid week was a good start I think. Managed to get myself more into the lifegroup. Hopefully I'll be able to deepen relationships in the group.

4) Today's message was about the end times and how much closer we are to the end of the ages. The only good news to me is that the world will not end in 2012. Wait a minute, I thought that was bad news? But I can't seem to be able to grasp the urgency my pastor was trying to convey to us. Hmmm, I wonder why.

5) Music. Pretty much the same as the previous week.

I am starting to get myself set for the London trip. Got stuff I need to get. Oh, I just spent 900 bucks on  some new work pants. I finally got myself to do it since my present ones are too tight for comfort. And at the tailor I found out most of my parameters have grown at least an inch since the last measurement 2 years ago. The only disappointing one is the shoulders which have only broaden 3/4 inch since the last measurement in 2006! Darn!