Don't mind me while I complain a little here. I weighed myself this morning and I was 53.5 kg. Frankly I was a little disappointed. I was hoping for the bare minimum of staying at 54. Would have been great if it was a 54.5 kg. Anyway, I found myself back at the gym after a 5 day break. I was really tired and I was far from my usual peak. I guess that has to do with my low emotional well-being I have had since I returned yesterday. Okay, so that's proven: Low spirits does affect my physical well-being.
I was chatting with the gym guy and we were talking bout how unfair life is. The fat ones have difficulty trying to slim down and the skinny ones (yours truly) try so hard only to put on meager (if any) gains. To be fair I have only started this BFL thingy for less than 3 weeks. So I guess I should at least give it a little more time before I complain. But during the workout today I was really questioning myself if all these is worth it. All the money, time and effort placed into this only to squeeze out that little bit of gain. Somehow I just don't seem to be getting it. Somehow, it's not only in the gym I am stalled in my progress. I feel the same way for my spiritual life as well. Really, life seems to be getting tougher and tougher and I can't seem to be able to hold out any longer. I desperately need help God. God. God! Hello! Anybody home?
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