Wah Lau!

I thought that as I go about adding the finishing touches to my room and home, I would be overwhelmed with excitement. Unfortunately, it has not been so. Am I just tired or is there some other reason to it? I think I am starting to see more into what Jesus said when He talked about gaining the world but losing one's soul. I expected to return renewed and filled with a zest for life but I still seem to be dragging myself to do things. Okie, what am I to do?