Can't Sleep Again!

Can't quite figure why I am up at 6 a.m. on a Sunday morning. Ever since I got up to pee I could not get back to sleep. Ah well, might as well start penning down my thoughts.

It's really time to start getting my life in order. So many things I really need to start or continue. I wonder why I find it so difficult to move on in other aspects of my life when just one aspect is out of whack. I thought for men it is easier to compartmentalize our lives so I should be able to work on different aspects though one is under major repair.

Things on the pipe line:
1) Start learning swimming.
2) Continue with my ever growing list of musical instruments to learn.
3) Continue with my gym. Starting to lose tone already. Arrghh!

Sigh, Chang Mai trip is in one week. Frankly, I am not the least bit keen in going. Think I mentioned that before. It's like I really have to force myself to do it. To me, God has been good to me and this is the least I can do for Him. Already halted in my service to God for the longest time. Really should consider starting to serve again. Okie, that adds to my pipe line list.

 4) Start serving God again.

Oh, I need to start saving as well. Gonna go Israel next March. Again, not too keen in going. Hmmm, seems like I am not in the mood for anything to do with God. Ooops.

Okay, at least one good thing that's happened is that part of my cupboard is up. Same for my toilet cabinet.

Only God knows exactly how long it took for these 2 items to be up in my room and how much pain it has caused in my emotions. My advise to all who are doing renovations: NEVER believe the time line they provide you with. NEVER pay them in full prior to completion of works. Gives you bargaining power if they haven't already earned enough from your previous payments. If possible, sign a contract with them with regards to the time line. The lesson I have learnt from these 2 or so months: NEVER be nice when dealing with them. ALWAYS be firm! Nuf said......