Vocal Class

I have signed up for a pop vocals course. When I told my sis, she said that I have too much time and money. Time I suppose so. But money not quite. I think she's right. I really do not know what I want in life. Crap! Is it that hard to find out? Seems so elusive. One moment I would like this and another I would like to have something else. God, I really need help. Then again, if God tells me what I should be doing, would I obey? What if it's not what I think I really would like. Maybe that's why I have not been too active in seeking His will for my life. Arrrrgh! Frustration. The feeling that drives human beings to insanity. Add on helplessness and you have the perfect recipe for disaster. Hmmm, feeling philosophical again I think. Oh gosh, think I really need to do things to occupy myself. Get a gf or something? Then again, I know that I am trying to bury something that will come up sooner or later to haunt me again. So, my conclusion for now? NOTHING! Great, I am back at square one. Confused......