What I need right now

It does feel depressing to have much to say, yet have no one to talk to. Even when I spend time with my buddies, I feel the need to refrain from being too negative in my output. It's like life is already depressive enough, why do I want to dampen someone else's mood with my depressing thoughts and conversation. Sometimes I do not need solutions. I just need a listening ear. An unbiased listening ear. Just let me groan. Let me scream. Let me weep. Just be there while I do all that. Accept me for who I am and what I do, even when they don't fit what you think is norm. Humor me by just being there to listen to me. I know you may not agree with my philosophy in life but just be there and listen.  It's okay we don't share similar religious beliefs. It's okay we don't have the same upbringing. It's okay we are not in the same station in life. It's really okay.