God seems pretty unfair at times. I realise that's a pretty sweeping statement. More often than not, it's a whole lot easier to see what I do not have and not see what I do. If just hard work pays off, I should be a whole lot bulkier and heavier than I am now. Unfortunately, it is not so. A whole lot of other factors come in as well. I have pretty much come to the end of myself when it comes to my physique. Think I am gonna just settle for whatever I have right now. Somehow, I have lost the zest to fight and achieve anymore. I see it in my working out. I see it in my work. I see it in almost all facets of my life.
I wonder to myself sometimes, what the hell am I here for. Even when I put in effort to try and achieve something, it always seem to end up as nothing. I see people around striving for their dreams and achieving it bit by bit. But for me, nothing seems to happen at all. Frankly I am at my wits' end now. Next step? I don't know man......
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