Point Noted!

City View

Dr Jonah Huang

Had the chance to play with a company's flap making machine for LASIK. It was really fun. Should have studied harder last time to become an eye doc.

 There's me learning how to assemble the probe

 Do not disturb! Surgery in progress

 Trying to lift the lasik flap

 That's the eye under the microscope. Okay! Lasik anyone?

My Birthday Weekend

Okie. I am officially 32 as of yesterday. I guess it's finally starting to affect me less relative to other issues I am facing now. I am glad and thankful for people who have spent time with me and made this birthday a good one. I really need to change my attitude and start appreciating people around me and not just concentrate on who I have lost. God help me to do just that.

Second Thoughts

I am concerned about my coming birthday. Feeling the "xianess" or maybe loneliness creeping up on me slowly but surely. I did something which I had to fight hard against but finally gave into last night. I tried to find out how J was doing. As much as I realise all is in the past, a side of me still wants to salvage the relationship, however impossible it may seem. Sigh, I hate the idea of not being able to fully enjoy my birthday and from the looks of it, every year might be something like this.

Well, since I am gonna suffer during this season, I have decided to do some serious retail therapy this coming saturday. First, I shall go for a hair cut. Then I shall go and shop for shoes. Then I shall go buy myself a mac book pro. Let's see what else I can do. Maybe squeeze in a massage? The neat thing about all these is not so much the items bought. It is the fact that I am only left with 200 for this month to spend. Ain't that exciting????? I don't know. I think life has become so monotonous that I need to seek such thrill. Did I mention that I desperately need help?