The Weird Things I Do Sometimes

My Best Friend's Birthday Dinner

It was a really enjoyable time I had with my bestie on Thursday. Couple of reasons for that. For one, we really had a good chat regarding our lives. It was really nice when he decided to dig deeper into my feelings for certain issues in my life.

I have not really shared much deep stuff with him for quite some time cos I was concerned he might be disturbed or somewhat turned off to what I had to share. So it was welcoming when he himself initiated the conversation topic despite it was heavy stuff and our main purpose for meeting up was to celebrate his birthday. 

 

 The next reason was that we went to Music Dreamer's Live Cafe for a drink after that. I suppose I have not been there for probably a decade? Glad that it's still around after all these years. Though the singers have pretty much been changed (except for one), the ambiance's pretty much the same. It used to be my favorite hang out place during my army days. Only difference between then and now is that I am richer now and the entrance fee's no longer a killer compared to last time. ;) 

So glad we managed to spend the time together that night. So glad he is still in my life after so many donkey years. Thank God for good friends!

Mac Book Pro

I wonder why it took me so long to finally decide to buy myself a Pro. In any case I have finally gotten one. Ain't it a beauty? Hopefully it will work as well as it looks. ;)

Helplessness

God seems pretty unfair at times. I realise that's a pretty sweeping statement. More often than not, it's a whole lot easier to see what I do not have and not see what I do. If just hard work pays off, I should be a whole lot bulkier and heavier than I am now. Unfortunately, it is not so. A whole lot of other factors come in as well. I have pretty much come to the end of myself when it comes to my physique. Think I am gonna just settle for whatever I have right now. Somehow, I have lost the zest to fight and achieve anymore. I see it in my working out. I see it in my work. I see it in almost all facets of my life.

I wonder to myself sometimes, what the hell am I here for. Even when I put in effort to try and achieve something, it always seem to end up as nothing. I see people around striving for their dreams and achieving it bit by bit. But for me, nothing seems to happen at all. Frankly I am at my wits' end now. Next step? I don't know man......

Bally

Nice bag ain't it? Got this beautiful Bally bag for my mum from London. Cost me £675! Only thing is that I got a feeling mum doesn't like it as much as I do. Here's why,......

Me:    Do you like the bag?
Mum: It's very nice.
Me:    Do you like the bag?
Mum: It's very unique.